#22 - Uncharacteristic
I spent the entirety of the day scrolling social media, even with top-of-mind awareness of the volume, urgency and importance of the work I have to do.
See, I have dreams, expectations of myself. But I fear I may never reach them. And the reason for that is me.
I'm standing in my way.
I said I was going on a Sabbatical. I can justify it in as many words as possible, but really, what I want here is to introduce discomfort in my life. Put myself in a situation with no way out and see what happens. That quote comes to mind:
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Let the young man in his desperation go out and hunt. If he kills the elephant, his poverty ends. If the elephant kills him, his poverty ends
I can see myself rotting away in comfort and now I want to forcefully change the matter.
Fear would not stop me!
I have not read my Bible. And I have not read my book.
Till next time.
✌️ Deji