#45 - Not Impressed

Started out scrolling. And as you can guess, it went downhill from there.

Particular today is the very vivid realisation that I shouldn't be scrolling. I have more important work to get done, still I fail to tear myself away. As this scenario keeps playing my head, I fantasize wonder how I'd react once I'm pushed against the wall, when the utilisation of every minute I have directly affects my next meal.

It is not a very effective man that only works under pressure, I know. But when a man has had multiple opportunities to tighten his own belt and he's failed to, one cannot help but wonder if hunger, desperation, and suffering will teach him what a full stomach has failed to.

Today, I am grateful for provision. I am grateful for good health, family, and good friends. I am grateful for the growth and skill it takes to effectively lead a team, especially through uncertainty.

I have not read my Bible and my book. But I will before going off for the day.

That's it for now.

✌️Deji